Place to release my stress. Talk with Allah, is the best moment in my life
I would like to pluck some word from Thedore Roosevelt.
I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!”
I’m currently doing the whole “leave my life as a teenager to pursue a dream in jannah” thing. I left Futsal and DOTA that i extremely interested in this games. Back then, I didn’t really know what I was doing. I had no experience in to be muezzin, plus I didn’t exactly have the confidence to be a imam prayer and read the holy quran. Sounds crazy, right? But now, i started to learned from my mistake..
You can imagine the reaction I got from my friends and family after I out in the path of Allah for 40 days. The support was next to nothing, and people generally never understood what I was doing @ what I was trying to do. They thought i'm misguided, because i wear a kurta and jubah.
Does this sound familiar?
You may not have done something huge, like make a change the way of life, but perhaps you’ve offered a different opinion, and everyone just disagreed. You would have expected more from your loved ones. I know how disheartening that can be. You expect support and encouragement from people you consider close to you only to be completely rejected, criticized, or worse, laughed at.
It can be really hard to swallow all the “noise” around you. I was taken by surprise by some of the things I heard from friends; some of the comments were particularly hurtful. I think it boils down to learning how to not care so much about what others think, and also, conversely, understanding what goes on in their minds. I’ve come up with a little guide of reminders that I hope can help you keep going if you feel alone.
p/s: Sekarang aku adalah aku, dan aku selesa dengan hidup aku macam ni. Cukuplah Allah sebagai teman aku..